The memory of my first meal burns me.

  I think of Mother's lesson instead. Of the creature she chopped with her blade. Segmented. Persistent. Each piece continuing its blind crawl toward shadow while she demonstrated the rule that governed its existence.

  The head. Destroy the head, and everything stops.

  My head floats upward through darkness.

  Spinning slowly.

  Detached from everything I once called body.

  Mother was wrong.

  I am not like that creature.

  Below me, somewhere in the space between what I was and what I am becoming, my body begins to writhe. I feel it happening without seeing it. The severance should have ended me. Should have stopped the blind crawling, the desperate persistence, the animal refusal to die.

  Instead, something else begins.

  I hear strings snapping.

  One at first. A single sharp crack that resonates through the maze like a plucked zither string. Then another. Then waves of them, cascading failures rippling outward through the architecture Binah built from alien memory and desperate will.

  The walls begin to tear.

  Corridors buckle inward, geometry folding against itself as the fused village loses coherence. Iron slides against metal. Metal screams against iron. Structures that obeyed Binah's commands for hours now rip free from their moorings, tumbling through space that no longer remembers how to hold shape.

  I feel mouths opening on the body below, physical and wet and hungry.

  The sensation crawls upward through the severance, through the absence where my neck should be, echoing into whatever still counts as awareness. Teeth emerge from tissue that never contained them. Veins unravel into reaching tendrils. The chest cavity expands, ribs spreading like fingers to accommodate the new organs forming within.

  I am not dying.

  I am becoming.

  My head continues its slow rotation. The spin carries my vision through the chaos of the collapsing maze, through the clouds of dust and debris, through the hanging fragments of walls that were corridors moments ago.

  I see Foden first.

  He lies where I left him, broken against the iron wall. His eyes are open. Fixed upward. Watching my severed head float through the air with an expression that has moved beyond terror into something almost reverent.

  He looks at me as though I am not a person.

  As though I am a verdict.

  The spin continues.

  I see the bodies of Raven Five. Ash in two pieces, hand still reaching for Stagger. Flint crumpled mid-form, executing a defense for squadmates who no longer exist. Edge and Wren tangled together, fingers intertwined in their final moments.

  I see Stagger.

  Still alive. Pressed against the wall. His wide blue eyes track my floating head with the frozen incomprehension of a child watching the world end.

  My view continues to turn.

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  I see the broken Optimates scattered through the junction. Shattered knees. Dislocated shoulders. Paralyzed spines. Each one alive because I refused to kill them. Each one a testament to the restraint that cost me everything.

  I see Talon.

  My cousin stands at the edge of the junction, his blade of condensed light still humming in his hand. The weapon that took my head. The edge that should have ended me.

  His expression is worse than Foden's.

  It does not arrive as fear.

  It arrives as remembrance.

  I see the moment understanding arrives. Watch his features shift from triumph to confusion to something that looks almost like grief. He knows what I am now. He remembers.

  Enna.

  The name surfaces through the burning.

  His twin. His other half. I ate her.

  I ate… Enna.

  Pressure spikes through my awareness, heat tearing through every remaining partition. The Inner Hell has already ruptured, its walls collapsed, its contents spilling outward in streams of memory and emotion I can no longer contain. But this is worse. This is the thing beneath the thing.

  I hear something scream.

  Monstrous. Wet. A sound that belongs to nothing human, nothing natural, nothing that should exist in any world that follows comprehensible rules.

  I feel my throat tearing.

  But I have no throat.

  The scream rises from below, from the writhing mass that was my body, from the mouths opening in flesh that has forgotten how to be flesh. And it rises from me. From the floating head that should be dead, should be silent, should be nothing but meat spinning through air.

  Both sources. Neither source. The distinction collapses into meaninglessness.

  My head reaches the apex of its rise.

  For one moment, I am suspended. Motionless. The spin stops. The chaos below pauses as though the universe itself is holding its breath.

  In that stillness, I see Binah.

  She stands where the maze once held, her form vast and precise and utterly changed. The spider-limbs I glimpsed before have multiplied, segmented appendages extending from her pale body in directions that make my eyes ache. Her face remains the same. My face reflected back at me with violet eyes, with white cascading hair, with features that might be mine if mine had never known grief.

  But the eyes have changed.

  Compound now. Fractured into countless facets that reflect me from every angle simultaneously. I see myself suspended in each one. Headless. Dying. Observing. Remembered.

  She has been straining for hours.

  Holding the maze together while I fought. Trapping Optimates in invisible strings while I refused to kill. Supporting the architecture of our defense while I made choices that cost us everything.

  Now she stops.

  The remaining strings snap.

  Not violently. Not in waves like before. She releases them with deliberate precision, each thread severing cleanly as she withdraws her will from the structures she maintained. The maze collapses inward, walls folding against walls, corridors compressing into rubble.

  I feel it happen.

  She has been holding the world together while I died. Bearing weight I never asked her to carry, supporting battles I never asked her to fight. Every string she possessed was committed to my survival, stretched to breaking by the demands of protecting me from consequences I chose.

  Now she lets it fall.

  For me.

  To protect me from myself.

  New strings form in the spaces her old ones abandoned.

  I cannot see them directly. But I see what they take.

  The memories floating above me, the contents of my ruptured Inner Hell, drift in the air like blood in water. Each one carries weight I can barely comprehend. Lives. Deaths. Choices. Failures. The girl I consumed before birth. The children who died while I stood frozen. The cousin whose head I nearly crushed before refusing at the last moment.

  Binah's threads find them.

  Each string latches onto a memory with precision that suggests understanding far beyond what I possess.

  She pulls.

  The memories drift toward her. Gently. Like leaves drawn by current into careful collection. They do not return to the Inner Hell.

  They go somewhere else.

  Somewhere obedient to Binah alone.

  I watch her gather the unbearable things. The burning images that would destroy me if I held them directly. The truths too heavy for conscious thought to carry. She takes them into her orbit, and the pressure in my awareness begins to ease as they fade from my consciousness.

  The heat dulls.

  The screaming fades.

  My head begins to fall.

  Slowly at first. The apex releases me and gravity remembers my existence. I descend through air that still tastes like blood and stone dust, through the ruins of the maze Binah built and released, through the space between what I was and what I am becoming.

  Below me, the mass waits.

  Mouths work in rhythm now, teeth grinding against nothing. Tentacles that were once veins reach upward, seeking, finding nothing to grasp but reaching anyway.

  I feel it. Every mouth. Every tooth. Every tendril extending through space that should not accommodate such shapes.

  I am still one thing.

  Spread across two locations.

  Falling toward reunion.

  Talon watches.

  His blade dims in his hand. The light that formed it gutters like a candle in wind.

  My head continues to fall as the silence becomes deafening.

  The air grows warmer. Wet. I taste the promise of blood.

  The mouths below open wider. Welcoming.

  My head falls into the writhing mass.

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