The first time I noticed Wilhelm's sister, I was seven years old; Elsbeth, who was about 3 years old, sat on their stair outside their home. Her mother was busy at the back of their yard. The afternoon sun cast long shadows, and she was alone. Completely, utterly alone.
I almost kept walking. Almost.
But something made me stop. Made me step back into the shadow of an overhanging eave and watch.
She wasn't doing anything remarkable. Just sitting. In her lap was the doll—that same ragged, lumpy thing with stitched eyes and a faded dress. She held it carefully, tenderly, as if it were the most precious thing in the world. As she moved, adjusting its position, I caught a glimpse of her face.
She wasn't sad. That was what struck me first. I'd expected sadness. The village's whispers painted her as pitiful and broken. But her expression was... peaceful. Focused. She was in her own world, a quiet place where the doll was real company.
She's playing with a doll, I thought. She's... just a child. The realization was obvious. Embarrassingly obvious. But the village had spent so long talking about what she was—colorless, defective, wrong—that I'd forgotten she was also a person. A little girl with a doll.
I watched longer than I should have. A group of children passed by the far end of their house, laughing and chasing each other. They didn't enter. Didn't call out. They didn't even glance her way. It was as if an invisible wall surrounded her, a barrier of social exclusion so complete it had become instinct.
Elsbeth didn't look up. She just kept playing with her doll, her small fingers smoothing its frayed dress, her lips moving in a silent conversation only she could hear.
She's always alone.
The thought landed hard. I thought about my own childhood—the games, the fights, and the constant noise of siblings and neighbors. I'd never known a moment's true solitude unless I'd sought it. This girl... she lived in it. Every day. Surrounded by people but never with them.
A younger child, a boy of maybe five, wandered into their backyard chasing a rolling ball. He stopped when he saw Elsbeth. For a moment, he looked curious, innocent. Then his mother's voice called from somewhere, sharp with warning, and the boy grabbed his ball and fled as if their backyard itself were cursed.
Elsbeth didn't react. Didn't flinch. She just kept smoothing her doll's dress, her face carefully, terribly blank.
My chest tightened.
They're teaching their children to avoid her, I realized. Before they even know why.
I thought of the rumors I'd heard and the words I'd used without thinking. Colorless. Defect. Blank. They were just sounds, just convenient labels. But looking at this small, solitary figure, I understood for the first time what those words actually meant.
They meant this. This emptiness. This silence. A child learning to expect nothing from the world because the world had already decided she deserved nothing.
The prejudice I'd carried—it hadn't been mine. It had been borrowed, inherited, and absorbed from the air around me. I'd never once asked if it was true. I'd just... accepted.
She's just a girl.
The thought repeated, simple and devastating. Just a girl with a doll, playing alone because no one will play with her.
Something shifted in my chest. Something that felt uncomfortably like shame, and underneath that, something softer. Something that might, if I let it, grow into care.
I didn't approach her that day. I wasn't ready. But I walked away changed, the image of her small figure etched into my memory—alone on the stone wall, talking silently to her only friend, while the world passed by on the other side of an invisible line.
***
We were friends, Wilhelm and I. The kind of friends who grew up together, learned to fight together, dreamed of guard training together. I was at his house more than my own—the forge, the warmth, the way Frieda always had bread fresh from the oven.
His sister was just... there.
Quiet. Always quiet. She'd sit in corners with that ragged doll of hers, or help her mother with small tasks, or simply disappear into whatever world she'd built inside her head. I didn't ignore her exactly. I just didn't see her. She was furniture. Background. The colorless mark on her forehead was the most interesting thing about her, and even that I'd stopped noticing after a while.
The village noticed, though.
I heard the whispers at the well, at the market, and in the spaces between adult conversations that children weren't supposed to hear.
"No color at all. Not even a flicker."
"Poor thing. Hard life ahead."
"Hard on the family, too. People talk."
I absorbed it without question. She was different. Different meant distant. That was the rule, and I followed it without ever knowing I'd been taught.
When I came to get Wilhelm, I'd knock and wait outside, even in rain. If I saw her in the yard, I'd look away. If she passed me in the lane, I'd find something fascinating on the opposite side. Not cruelty—I never called her names, Just absence. A deliberate not-seeing.
Years passed. I grew. She grew. Nothing changed.
Then one afternoon, everything did.
A few days later, I finally asked Wilhelm. We were at the forge; he was busy hammering a knife, while his father was at the front of the store. I kept my voice casual, as if the question had just occurred to me.
"Your sister. The... you know. The color thing."
Wilhelm's face tightened. A flash of something—anger, defense—crossed his features before he controlled it. "What about her?"
I shrugged, suddenly feeling like I'd stepped onto unstable ground. "Nothing. Just... people talk. I wondered if it bothered you."
He was quiet for a long moment, working a stone against the edge of his practice blade. When he spoke, his voice was low and even.
"She's my sister. That's all that matters."
That's all that matters.
The words landed in my chest like stones in still water. I thought about my own siblings—loud, ordinary, color-affinity-having siblings. I loved them. It was easy. There was nothing to overcome.
For Wilhelm, it wasn't easy. I could see that. The sadness in his eyes, the protective way he positioned himself between her and the world, the careful distance he maintained even in his love—it all spoke of a weight I couldn't fully understand.
He loves her anyway.
The realization unsettled me. Even though she's... what she is.
That night, I lay awake, the conversation playing on repeat. I thought about the girl on the stone wall. I thought about Wilhelm's quiet declaration. I thought about all the years I'd accepted the village's judgment without once asking if it was true.
What do I actually know about her?
The question was uncomfortable. The answer was worse: nothing. I knew nothing except rumors. Whispers. The collective cruelty of people who'd decided she was less.
I didn't change overnight. The weight of village opinion was a heavy thing, not shed easily. But something had shifted—a crack in the wall of assumption I'd built without even noticing.
The day before Elsbeth was to be tested for her color affinity, I went to meet Wilhelm at his house.
I found them in the kitchen, which was unusual enough to make me stop in the doorway. Wilhelm was helping Elsbeth mend while she was shelling peas.
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And then, out of nowhere, Elsbeth asked me if I was afraid during my testing, and I did tell her I was afraid if I was colorless.
The next day, the test confirmed what we both feared. Elsbeth was colorless.
The priest's face said everything. That practiced sympathy. That careful distance. Like she'd suddenly become something fragile. Something to be pitied.
But as I watched her walk out of the church, head high despite the whispers, I felt something unexpected.
Not sorrow.
Concern.
Because I knew what came next. The church was only the beginning. The real wound would come from the village. From the neighbors who would cross the street to avoid her. From the children whose parents would suddenly find reasons why they couldn't play. From the slow, grinding isolation that wears a person down until they start to believe they deserve it.
I'd seen it before. Lived it myself.
And I was terrified—truly terrified—that it would break her.
Then one afternoon I found Jorn and two of his idiots teasing Elsbeth. At first I hesitated to step in but I thought about the girl on the stairs. The doll. The silence. The way she'd smoothed its dress like it was the only thing in the world that mattered. My jaw tightened. Before I knew what I was doing, I was moving. Around the corner. Into the alley. I'd chosen today. Stepped in. Said something. And somewhere deep in my chest, something that had been dormant woke up and stretched.
Neither of us was prepared for what we found.
The square was chaos—screaming, fire, and the crack of collapsing beams. And in the center of it all, something I couldn't process. A creature of pure flame, towering and terrible, moving with purpose that had nothing to do with mindless destruction.
Then I saw her.
Elsbeth was on her knees in the rubble, her father crumpled beside her. Even from a distance, I could see the ruin of him—the charred clothes, the terrible stillness. And the sound she made... it wasn't human. It was the sound of a soul breaking.
I started toward her. I don't know what I thought I could do. I just knew I had to move.
I didn't make it three steps.
Light exploded from her. Not fire—something else. Something older. A pen materialized in her hand, glowing with a fury that made the elemental's flames look dim, and she drew.
Circles exploded into existence. Water, ice, and wind—three elements at once, tearing from her in waves that should have been impossible. She was a storm given form, a tempest of grief and rage and power so raw it hurt to look at.
I stopped. Couldn't move. Couldn't breathe.
The elemental staggered. A creature of pure primordial fire, and this girl—this girl I'd watched play alone with a doll, this girl I'd walked home from the market with, was driving it back. Ice lances pierced its form. Water crashed against its core. It screamed, and the sound was not triumph but pain.
She's hurting it.
The thought was impossible. Elementals didn't feel pain. Elementals didn't retreat.
This one did.
I stood frozen as the Fairy King descended, as the creature bowed and vanished, as the chaos slowly stilled. But my eyes weren't on the cosmic being. They were on her.
Wilhelm and Elsbeth went to the church along with their father; sometime after they have gone inside the church, Suddenly, light extended from the church. Where it touched the wounded, their injuries mended. Broken bones sealed whole.
She healed them all.
All of them.
I stood at the edge of the square, untouched by the chaos now. She was the strongest person I had ever seen. Not because of the power—though that was beyond anything I could comprehend—but because of what she did with it. After everything they'd done to her, everything they'd said, she healed them. Without hesitation. Without condition.
Understanding crystallized in my chest, hard and bright as the pen's light.
This is what they called colorless. This is what they shunned. This. A girl who could have let them burn. Who could have walked away? Who could have—by any measure of justice—deserved to?
Instead, she saved them.
I thought of the alley. The boys. The tear on her cheek. I thought of all the times I'd watched her walk through the market with her head down, absorbing their judgment like rain. I thought of the stone wall, the doll, and the endless solitude.
She was never weak. She was waiting.
Waiting for something? Someone? Or just enduring, because that was what she did, what she'd always done, while the rest of us looked away and called it nothing.
Extraordinary.
The word settled into me, heavy and permanent. Everything I'd thought I knew about her, about power, about what it meant to be strong—it all had to be rebuilt from the ground up.
She wasn't weak. She was the opposite of weak. She was a force of nature wrapped in a grey dress, and I had been too blind to see it until the world forced my eyes open.
The morning was grey and cold when she emerged from her house. I stood at the edge of the yard.
The pendant had been in my pocket since the attack. I'd found it years ago by the creek and kept it because it felt... steady. Like something that wouldn't break.
Now she was leaving, and the words I'd practiced all night vanished.
I stepped forward, heart pounding. "Elsbeth." Her name came out wrong—too rough, too raw.
She turned. Those grey eyes. Looking at me like I might actually matter.
I fumbled the cord from around my neck, the stone warm from my skin. "It's nothing," I heard myself say, not meeting her eyes. "Just a stone. But it's solid. It doesn't change."
I held it out. Say something better, idiot. Tell her…
But there were no better words. Only the truth: Take this. Keep it. Remember something ordinary, something that won't abandon you when the rest of the world does.
Her fingers brushed mine as she took it, and I felt the contact like a brand.
"For when everything else does," I finished.
It wasn't enough. It would never be enough. But it was all I had.
Wilhelm gave her the dagger—I saw that; I saw the way his hands shook as he offered it. Her mother fussed with her cloak, her words lost to distance but their meaning clear. Her father, still weak but standing, held her in a long embrace.
I waited.
When the Fairy King—even in his diminished form, unmistakable—stepped forward with the parchment and pen, when the family's tears flowed freely, I knew it was time.
The light came from her hand—soft, warm, nothing like the fury of the attack. She drew in the air, and the symbol that bloomed was beautiful in a way I couldn't name.
Then it shattered into gold dust, drifting down over her family like blessings made visible.
I watched it settle on their shoulders, their hair. Watched them glow with something that wasn't magic but might as well have been. Her mother's tears. Her father's trembling hands. Wilhelm's awed silence.
A mote drifted my way. I didn't move. It landed on my arm, warm as a whispered promise, and sank into my skin.
For a moment, I felt it—steadfastness. Connection. A love so vast it had to be poured out on everyone standing there.
The Fairy King extended his hand, and she took it. I watched her walk away with the fairy king, toward a destiny I couldn't begin to fathom, and I felt something crack open in my chest.
Come back, I thought, the words silent and separate. Come back so I can tell you what I should have said years ago. That I see you now. That I'll always see you.
But she was already gone, leaving behind a village that didn't deserve her and a boy who was only beginning to understand what he'd lost.
Wilhelm was at the bellows, working the leather with a steady rhythm. He hadn't spoken much since that night. None of them had.
Finally, I couldn't hold it in anymore.
"What is she?" The words came out rougher than I intended. "Your sister. What is she?"
Wilhelm's hands stilled on the bellows. The fire crackled between them, casting long shadows.
"She's what they always called her," he said quietly. "Colorless."
"I know that. But that's not…" I gestured vaguely, helplessly. "That wasn't nothing in the square. That was... I've never seen anything like it. The Fairy King called her a Creator. What does that mean?"
Wilhelm was silent for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was heavy with the weight of new understanding.
"The Fairy King came to my parents last night. Explained everything." He set down the bellows and turned to face me fully. "The color—it's a limit. A filter. Normal people get one affinity, one channel. Fire or water or wind. It's like... like being given one tool for the rest of your life."
I nodded slowly, trying to follow.
"Elsbeth doesn't have a filter." Wilhelm's voice cracked slightly. "She was born with nothing because she was born with everything. The raw potential before it becomes any one thing. The Fairy King said her soul resonates with the source itself—the place magic comes from before it's divided into elements."
The words landed in my chest like stones in deep water.
Everything they called a defect... was actually a gift.
I thought of all the years. All the whispers. All the times I'd watched her walk through the market with her head down, absorbing the silent judgment like rain. The boys in the alley, their cruel hands raised. The children who'd learned to avoid her before they could even speak.
They were wrong. All of them. Including me.
"The Fairy King trained someone like her before," Wilhelm continued, his voice barely above a whisper. "That one... fell. Got corrupted by the power. Became one of the Demon Lord's generals. That's why the elemental attacked—it sensed something outside the natural order and tried to destroy it."
My mind reeled. The girl with the doll, the quiet presence in the alley, the healer who'd saved her father and wounded a creature of pure fire—she carried the same potential as a monster.
But she wasn't a monster. I knew that. Had known it, somehow, since the first time I'd watched her play alone.
"So she's..." I trailed off.
"She's the most powerful being in this world," Wilhelm said. "Or she will be, if she survives the training. And the most hunted."
The forge fell silent except for the crackle of flames.
I stared into the fire, my thoughts a storm. Defect. Blank. Colorless. The words had been so easy, so natural. I'd used them myself before I knew. Before, I'd seen her sitting on that wall, talking to her doll. Before, I'd watched her heal the wounded with tears in her eyes.
We called her nothing. And she was everything.
Something fundamental shifted in my chest. The pity I'd felt—that comfortable, distant emotion—burned away, replaced by something harder and more fierce. Respect. Not for her power, though that was undeniable. For her. For the girl who'd endured years of isolation without becoming cruel. Who'd healed the people who'd shunned her. Who'd stood in the square and wept for the father she'd saved, not for herself.
"She never once..." My voice caught. "All those years. She never once fought back. Never cursed them. Never…" I thought of the boys in the alley, her quiet endurance. "How?"
Wilhelm shook his head slowly. "I don't know. I spent years looking at her with sad eyes, thinking I was protecting her by loving her from a distance. Thinking that was enough. It wasn't. It was never enough."
The admission hung between us, raw and honest.
I thought of all the times I could have spoken up, stepped in, and been a friend instead of a distant observer. The market. The well. The long years when she'd had no one but a ragged doll.
“I’m sorry,” I thought, the words aimed at a girl who was already gone, already walking through a portal to a realm of starlight. I'm so sorry I didn't see it sooner.
But seeing now mattered. Understanding now mattered.
"She's not gone forever," I said quietly, more to myself than to Wilhelm. "The Fairy King said we could write to her. With the pen and parchment. Blood for ink."
Wilhelm nodded. "My mother already wrote the first letter. She cried the whole time, but she wrote it."
I looked down at my own hands—ordinary hands, capable of lifting and building and fighting, but not of magic. Not of creation. Hands that had once been raised against Elsbeth's tormentors but never in her defense until that day in the alley.
The girl in grey, the colorless one, the quiet shadow—she was none of those things. She was Elsbeth. And she was, and always had been, enough.

